...Carrot and I will be in Hawaii for the next week or so.
Chocolate, I'm sorry we haven't had a chance to properly meet yet, perhaps we can when I get back.
...Coming back to Cross in a couple of days, things are finally wrapped up here.
My new roomate's name is Chocolate.
...What are the odds of that?
Carrot, do you think we could go out or something when I get back?
I should be back in Cross in about two weeks.
So until then, behave, okay Carrot?
I would hate to have to punish you OHOHOHOHOHOHO
...Things are almost taken care of here.
We found Father...and they're getting him back on his medication.
...It'll be a few more weeks until I'm recovered enough to come back though.
Carrot, you better be staying out of trouble.
They don't know where he is.
I wish Chocolate could take care of this.
I wish I had asked Carrot to come along with me. I don't want to deal with this alone
Sat, Dec. 23rd, 2006, 12:00 pm
...Carrot...would you care to back home with me for Christmas?
...I haven't seen Carrot in a while.
He said something about visiting home
I wonder if he's back yet..
..I need to speak to Vash-kun
I wish..there was an easy way to do this
I don't want to hurt him..or anyone...
But...I have to make a choice...right?
I should get out more...talk to people...make friends.
I wonder where would be a good place to go...the cafe...frightens me.
..I should be happier.
This is what I wanted, wasn't it?
I mean..it is..I care about him...so much.
But I can't help but feel guilty.
I hurt Vash-kun...out of my own selfishness, to get what I wanted.
He cared about me so much...or seemed to.
I tried my hardest to get close to him, but we dated over a year...and he never told me anything about him!
Even now, I know next to nothing about him.
It's hard to truthfully get close to someone when they won't let you in.
Still, I should talk to him about all this, I owe him that much, at least.
...My sister is not going to be pleased, when I write home about this.
But..at least Marron should be supportive.
...Really, it was for the best of things.
..I'm sure Vash-kun will be better off this way, eventually
Maybe he can find someone who can freely give their heart to them.
...I think I'm just going to stay here in the room for a while.
That way, I can't make things any worse.