Tira Misu

...Carrot and I will be in Hawaii for the next week or so.

Chocolate, I'm sorry we haven't had a chance to properly meet yet, perhaps we can when I get back.

...Coming back to Cross in a couple of days, things are finally wrapped up here.

My new roomate's name is Chocolate.

...What are the odds of that?

Carrot, do you think we could go out or something when I get back?

I should be back in Cross in about two weeks.
So until then, behave, okay Carrot?
I would hate to have to punish you OHOHOHOHOHOHO

...Things are almost taken care of here.
We found Father...and they're getting him back on his medication.

...It'll be a few more weeks until I'm recovered enough to come back though.

Carrot, you better be staying out of trouble.

...Father escaped.

They don't know where he is.

I wish Chocolate could take care of this.

I wish I had asked Carrot to come along with me. I don't want to deal with this alone

...Carrot...would you care to back home with me for Christmas?

...I haven't seen Carrot in a while.
Not...since...well...that time.
He said something about visiting home
I wonder if he's back yet..

..I need to speak to Vash-kun
I wish..there was an easy way to do this
I don't want to hurt him..or anyone...

But...I have to make a choice...right?

I should get out more...talk to people...make friends.
I wonder where would be a good place to go...the cafe...frightens me.

..I should be happier.
This is what I wanted, wasn't it?
I mean..it is..I care about him...so much.
But I can't help but feel guilty.
I hurt Vash-kun...out of my own selfishness, to get what I wanted.

He cared about me so much...or seemed to.
I tried my hardest to get close to him, but we dated over a year...and he never told me anything about him!
Even now, I know next to nothing about him.
It's hard to truthfully get close to someone when they won't let you in.
Still, I should talk to him about all this, I owe him that much, at least.

...My sister is not going to be pleased, when I write home about this.
But..at least Marron should be supportive.

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...Really, it was for the best of things.
..I'm sure Vash-kun will be better off this way, eventually
Maybe he can find someone who can freely give their heart to them.

...I think I'm just going to stay here in the room for a while.
That way, I can't make things any worse.

...I haven't seen Vash-kun since...it's been a while anyways
I hope he's alright

I haven't been sleeping well lately
At least it gives me more time to study

Carrot is here now...
I'm supposed to be showing him around sometime soon

I wish Fai-san would leave me alone, he is not my mother and his insistance so..it's disrespectful to Auntie Apricot's memory, really.

I'm not sure what to make of any of this..

I wish Chocolate or Marron were here...I could use someone to talk to, I suppose.

...Though, Kuroneko-sama makes a good listener.

I've been so busy lately, trying to figure out my summer and fall schedules
For this second session, I'm taking Philosphy and Microbiology
I hope they're interesting classes
I've already started looking through the books

Vash-kun is back and that makes me very happy
We went on our first date in a long time
I'm glad to be able to talk to him more freely now
Even if I'm still afraid I might loose him

I should really go visit Yuuko-san sometime soon and thank her for helping me
And ask her help to convince Fai-san that I'm not part of his "family"

Speaking of family, I need to call home soon
I haven't heard from Carrot or the others in a while..

I thought Chocolate was coming here, but I guess I was mistaken
I could use my big sister around..
I don't really have anyone to talk to..

...I visited a woman named Yuuko the other evening in order to get help with my confidence problem
Because I heard she was good at that stuff
She took away my cloak and glasses, and it feels awkward without them
I also need to buy some more appropriate clothing...
And talk to Vash-kun as soon as possible.


( Log: Tira Visits Yuuko, And Gets More Then She Expected. (And Hit On?!) )

I'm back here now

Nami, I'll be by to pick up Vanilla-chan and Kuroneko-sama soon, I'm sorry you had to watch them for so long

Vash-kun, I'd...I'd like to speak to you soon, if at all possible

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I have to head home...
Something about father. This can't be good

Nami, do you think you could watch Kuroneko and Vanilla-chan while I'm gone?
I'm really sorry about this

Vash-kun, when I return, I'd really like to see you

Hey all

I hate to do this, but I have to take a hiatus for a while.

Emotionally, there's just too much going on right now.
I need to take care of myself, and my grades, midterms are coming up

So I should only be gone for about a week or so, and here is where my pups are:

Tira- Went home on family business
Ayame- Headed back to Japan to help out Mine
Utena- Is doing Utenaish stuff?
Gojyo- In his dorm, probably drunk most of the time

If you want to just chat with me or whatever, I can be found on my OOC-AIM: MoonGoddessSK

This is not a hiatus. Well, not exactly. I realize I haven't finished some scenes with people, like Vash-mun or Mura-mun, and there are some people I need to still do scenes with. My life has been very...dramatic lately, for lack of a better word. I've been having alot of problems with both my family and one of my closest friends. So, I'm having a hard time tapping my characters. This doesn't mean I'm adverse to trying to finish scenes or anything, I can just make no promises. Poor Ayame, Tira, Gojyo and Utena. I really have been neglecting them. Hopefully things will die down soon, and I can start being more active again.

Nami...is this new cat yours?

Kuroneko-sama doesn't seem to like him much Though still more than that cat seems to like Vash-kun

Vash is recieving a package today containing a black leather bondage outfit
This is obviously sent by Tira's dominatrix half
She will not remember sending this
The card says something like this: To my wonderful slave. May you always be willing to kiss my feet. Sincerly, your Mistress

That is all

I should probably visit Vash-kun soon

I've been avoiding him ever since I saw his scars. Not good. I just don't know how to approach him about it. I'm scared of what the explenation could be